Well deserved, my beautiful wife had the opportunity to spend a few magical days in NY with a girlfriend, seeing the sights, experiencing culture and without anyone making any domestic demands whatsoever. So, dad was in charge of the 3-boy-bachelor-pad and had the opportunity to expand his worldview. Here are some highlights:
- An exorbitant amount of time is spent preparing to eat food, eating the food, cleaning up from eating the food and planning what food to eat next.
- Warm clothes from the dryer freshly laid out on the bed can double as a comforter. This is temporarily acceptable.
- Without a plan, adolescent boys will put on headphones and literally vanish into a black hole of digital media. Until they realize they are starving.
- I love disposable plates and cups.
- The North Pacific Gyre may have circulated into our living room. This might be in part because of my new found love of disposable plates and cups.
- Like coming up for air in the pool, little boys have liminal moments when they realize how much they love their mama. This is a wonderful thing to see emerge out of the subconscious.
- There will always be something you forgot at the grocery store. Every. Single. Time.
- There appears to actually be less gas when mom is gone…leading me toward the development of a theory that they are simply trying to get a reaction.
- Our 2 teen boys are growing in laundry self-sufficiency, but still have a way to go. For example, it is possible to place more items that 1 shirt (that one wants to wear to school tomorrow) in the washer. The washing machine will also not automatically place the clean, wet shirt in the dryer. Perhaps this epiphany will occur corresponding to our current liturgical season?
- Even the dog and cat miss her.
Babe, we’ll clean it all up before you get here. I’m going to go pull them out of the black hole and have actual human interaction in a moment, and eat food that is not pizza. We love you. Come home.
We are not what we do. We are what we love. We become what we love because we are shaped by the narrative we imagine. This force is powerful because we each live into the story we imagine…even if we are doing it unconsciously.
I have made no “resolutions” to do anything; but rather have chosen to regularly rehearse my imagined hope for myself and for my congregation.
So this year, in my role as a pastor, I have made no “resolutions” to do anything; but rather have chosen to regularly rehearse my imagined hope for myself and for my congregation. How powerful might it be if I purposefully and regularly imagine that…
- The stories of God I share, teach, and preach will be more inspiring and overwhelming than the stories our culture tells?
- I thoughtfully receive and respond to criticism, even when it is not intended to be constructive?
- I receive a compliment with soul-refreshing gratitude rather than ego-boosting pride?
- I am quick to pray for and with specific people for specific circumstances rather than telling them I will?
- I am appropriately transparent so that my congregation will know I am an equal sojourner as much in need of a Savior as they are?
- I am not in a hurry?
- I am not afraid to apologize and to ask forgiveness?
- I am fully present in the moment?
- I genuinely listen to people without formulating a response while they are talking?
- The Word of God is woven into my normal, everyday conversations in a relevant, eloquent, life-giving, non-preachy manner?
- My iPhone is a useful tool for me, but not Lord over me?
- I trust God, in regular practice of Sabbath, that He has given me enough time to accomplish what He has ordained for me to do?
- I practice missional things in secret, not always as a public example to the Church?
- I enjoy the constant presence of Christ in each task of ministry rather than practicing a morning invocation for Him to bless all my plans today?
- I courageously live into the anointing of my ordination as a minister of the Gospel?
We become what we love because we are shaped by the narrative we imagine.
And for my congregation, how powerful might it be if I purposefully and regularly imagine that…
- They are growing in their understanding of the priesthood of all believers?
- The service of worship is becoming more important than the worship service?
- Skipping participating in the church weekly is as unimaginable as skipping meals daily?
- They are grasping that being a kingdom-minded Christ-follower is about so much more than basking in the wonder of what Jesus did for me personally?
- The rhythm of the Christian calendar has become standard operating procedure?
- They know I love/agape them, and that they are not a bother to me in the
busyness business of ministry?
- They see in me an authentic, joyful, peace-filled enthusiasm for the Father, Son and Holy Spirit?
- My family, my most important small group, is woven into the fabric of my church family; and neither receives my leftovers?
I won’t resolve to do these things because if I do, I will fail. So I will imagine these things and will pray for these things, that God may accomplish them in me and in us.